Saturday, February 27, 2010

I feel like nothing



I feel so empty inside..

why?

I feel like nothing..

why?

can somebody help me?

please..

I got trapped in this strange feeling..

Help..

Any one..

"................"

Saturday, February 20, 2010

chalk art

my favorite !





another new baby





another pictures of surreal art (my other fav picts)



found new baby


while I was visiting photobucket I found this category "surreal art". God, it's extremely amazing!

I feel something if I look at it, shit I should try to make one of this art.

you must see it!

YAY!


congratulations to my team(hhe) of battle of brain (me, madyasta, and tasya)! we got the third place, well not bad right?
and also congratulations to my english club friends who joined the competition and also won!
congrats for ;
sekalihpa won 2nd place for news reading
banu won 2nd place for amazing story telling ( you're supposed to be the first winner maaan!)
meta won 2nd place for speech

also hendry and rahayu! don't be sad! you're our hope to the next generation of english club!

EXITED

and FYI I'm gonna have a SHORT HAIR CUT!

I WANT IT SOO BAD!

Friday, February 19, 2010

OMG SO DISAPPOINTED !

what do you feel if your parents judge you?
What should we do next?



BAD MOOD -.-

Thursday, February 18, 2010

what a busy girl

hey guys! what's up! sorry for leaving you for several days hhe :)
by the way, this week is the most fun week! Surprised my hubby Mr. Yogi and my adorable friend Mr. Rudy . hha hope you liked it guys!

I also got a lot of "project" ;
- battle of brain competition from 44 senior high school
- choir from ITB. WOW!
- violin concert on May

wish me luck guys, hope your days are same as mine !

CIIAAAAW

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

gorgeous pom poms!

amazing tutorial from http://www.domestifluff.com/2008/10/how-to-make-pom-pom-flowers/
you can try it at home. It's really easy! don't forget check vanilla vain for her effort to try this cute things! amazing!

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

today's quote

"Anger and intolerance are the enemies of correct understanding"

what a tuesday!


just got this picture from photobucket. I LOVE IT *blushing

ok, I'm gonna do this real quick, what a fun day! someone got a braces! (behel boy hha), taught news reading and spelling bee in English club, freakin' english test, and many more!
nice day everyone!


* PS : got a something today from someone (hhi) *blushing :* ----> SMOOCH!

Sunday, February 7, 2010

today's quote

"A picture is a poem without words."

sweet tiny hello



received this tiny hello from my sister ika! I miss her soo much! and I want to see her badly. I love what she sent to me, a postcard with an old man play violin. love this!

you are the center of my heart


I painted this while I was watching Grammy alone. the idea just came up ant translated it into the canvas immediately! I named it "you are the center of my heart" because (ummm, errrr,) I can't describe it clearly but you can see the tree on the center, it's the only tree that had some flowers, imagine that this painting is the landscape of your heart and that tree is your loved one.
I think I miss my loved one after got mad at him ;(

Saturday, February 6, 2010

today's quote

You will know that forgiveness has begun when you recall those who hurt you and feel the power to wish them well.

weekend

the condition is getting better, my anger getting calmer, I feel so bad but I've apologized.. and let see how the next episode of me and my anger

well, just forget that one. that kind of thing really disturbing..

went to TBI today and met Mr. Jason and Mrs. Audrey. I love them! cool teachers! and pretty teachers! hhe and then took lunch with dad and ordered a very cheesy and creamy lasagna, weiiih, was so full! got back home and watched GLEE!! I love that show very muuuuch! and my dad took over the TV because there's a football match khiuuuuh
have a wonderful weekend everyone..

PS : miss my boy even still a bit mad of him

Thursday, February 4, 2010

what should I do?

what a tired but also fun Thursday! I was sooo sleepy this morning and couldn't wake up at usual time..

thank God, I didn't have any f* test on this two days.
there's something that disturbed me lately. jealousy.
I was so freaking out and just wanna go home immediately (weird)
I'm too jealous and I can't even write down my feelings right now.. geez
why jealous? just chill out?! ggrrt!
they are nice people but I just don't get it when they started to crazy, well I think that they're really a soulmate. that's ok, I'm fine with that.

BUT I HAVE RIGHTS!

but even so, they are really nice and I'm sorry for being rude in this post. I just really tired lately. cheers

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

today's quote

"A woman knows the face of the man she loves as a sailor knows the open sea."

Honore de Balzac

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

my favorite coustume in Grammy

love this picture of Taylor Swift and her 2 babies hhe I mean Grammys. What a golden girl.. Congrats Taylor!
enchanting performance from Miss Gaga and Mr. Elton John. cool piano! wooow 0.0
this is prince and Paris Jackson, children of my inspiration Michael Jackson. they were wearing a tuxedo with red stripe on their right hand. and I love Paris looks, I love her face and her waving collar blouse. Prince is getting more bigger and his voice's already big! love them :)
Imogen Heap! cute with umbrella:)

sizzling and smokin' hot performance from Beyonce. She's such a golden girl and got 6 Grammys last night. I love this dress because it's short, sexy and make her looked powerful. love the heels also <3

Love Jeniffer's dress and it makes her so gorgeous and fabulous!


Love Lady Gaga so much. She was amazing with that unique dress and also amazing shoes with a star on her hand hhe


from : grammy.com

monday, tuesday and wednesday

why I named this post those three days?
'cause I've been so crazy in this several days!
Monday , geography and economy test
Tuesday , freakin' math test
Wednesday, accounting test. WHAT THE??!!!

thank God, everything is not as worst as those subject above hhe
I just got back from school, from ENGLISH CLUB!
F.U.N
and every Wednesday , never ever forget about my violin practice. kinda scared if I remember this. my teacher kinda mad at me because my play is not good.
hope that tomorrow will be a good day to all of you :)